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Oh no is he cheating! Gerrit? Is he cheating on me for the slut Lara Holleinger? I've gotta find out! If he is, I'll dump him, and rip myself to shreds. If you would expect Gerrit to be a nice guy, you're wrong. He's not that nice at all. But I still love him. Listen to the song Teardrops on my Guitar by Taylor swift on youtube, all of it is the same with me, but instead of not liking me, and liking another girl, he likes me and another girl. He's all I live for. I am over Joe Jonas right now because of him. Now I know why he wants to pretend like we don't know each other at school. Because he doesn't want slut (Lara) to find out. I am lifeless right now. And I just don't know what to do. cry crying sweatdrop