Taken from my real journal
Dear Diary,
Does everything begin with an ending?Or does it all end with a beginning?
I never really got the whole "that was another chapter in my life."
Until now, as I tuck the box under my bed, praying that I can put it all behind me. All this after a fight with no forgiving.
Numbness spreads through me as I think of her. Part of me hopes , vainly, that it wasn't really her.
It couldn't hurt more if the perfect guy dumped me.
But I know better. No one knows about Brady, or says things like ' he's just a person in a world of people.'
So now I throw the biggest chapter of my life away in the box.
New thoughts:
I'm glad I finally see I was just one of her fads. Maybe I lasted longer then the Runescape or Neopets fad, but I was just a fad.
Just because I have opertunites others dont, doesnt mean I have a good life. Just because I'm smart doesnt mean I'm happy.
At least through this I relise I have friends who would care if I died. I relise I have friends who CARE. Which I'm sure is more then you could say.
I'm done. Yeah, I'll feel bad when you die, but now I'm free from your harsh oppinions and judgemental ways. I can be happy for the first time since you changed.
So all three of us have gone our separate ways.
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Oh, if you don't want me though
I'll only want you more
I fall in love with hard to get, you know
You're just like me
A mystery
Oh, if you don't want me though
I'll only want you more
I fall in love with hard to get, you know
You're just like me
A mystery