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My parents are gradually taking all of my first paycheck from my new job($313) to feed this vacation that my mother through together; for the total satisfaction of seeing a friend whom she secretly hates. We are poor as hell, and can't even afford bread or milk. I yelled at my dad the first time on friday about this bullshit. I asked for some straight answers and he told me that basically my mom was bouncing dozens of checks. He's afraid to say anything for fear of breaking the family up. I've only got 200 dollars left, and I'm giving 60 to my friend to preorder Jump Superstars for me. The only other thing I spent on myself was a haircut (10), Gas to get to work (10), and one meal at Ling Ling's ( cool .

I went on my first date with Stephanie on thursday. I thought it went well, and we had a little more in common that I thought. On friday though, she stood me up for a double date with our friends Ron and Mariah. I called her that day to see what was up, and instead of calling me back, she calls mariah to tell her she wasn't coming. She never called me back.

Tomorrow I am going to call her back to get some straight answers. I just want to understand. Does she hate me? Was it just a bad time? Whatever...

I really don't care if I starve now by giving the money for Jump Superstars. My parents need to ******** wake up and realize that THEY are the ******** parents, not me. I'll get a chance to yell at that wench mother of mine later. I'm going to make her sit down and listen to me for a change. I want to throw furniture, and I want to yell until I have an anyurism (sp?).