... First of all, because i am sitting in a wheelchair. forever, and ever and ever..... ^^ second, I've no good friends, onle a few... well in reality... And now... Everything is turning worse...
I'll loose one of the best friends i ever had, though she lives in USA and I live in germany... Still, she was there when i needed her, and she could make me happy always... I could trust her, and we shared the same interests. We had bad days and happy days, we shared everything... I was online with her nearly everyday, and I kind of loved her... W/e... Now this has come to an end, sicne her parents are taking away her internet... and i dont think she will ever get it back... not in a time, i could survive... I have learned to love her too much... And I just don't want to loose her... But i guess... Its over nwo, and i guess... it means good bye for a long time...
For me... I couldn't even say good bye to her really... because my internet is still damaged, and my neighbour hasn't been online, the last few days, when she had still internet... And... I won't get it back the next four weeks probably ^^ So well
EVERYTHING IS GOING WRONG RIGHT NOW.... I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
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