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Tom conversation.
- Tom - says:
haha k
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
Ok I'm bacl.
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
*back
- Tom - says:
woot
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
Ok... soo I have no clue how I keep doing this but I trype really fast and it must be something that I keep hitting while I type
- Tom - says:
oh
- Tom - says:
insert
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
cause my questions marks and such turn into é
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
No not insert
- Tom - says:
oh nvm
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
not that button. I know hwo to fix that
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
xD
- Tom - says:
ok then
- Tom - says:
i told you that too
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
and my ^'s turn into question marks
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
No you did not!!
- Tom - says:
i did so
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
my whole keyboard gets rearanged.
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
well then tell me again! DX
- Tom - says:
i remember
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
xD
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
I dont
- Tom - says:
no not this one
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
>.>
- Tom - says:
the old one
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
yeah the insert button is an a*****e
- Tom - says:
i told you that ages ago i just remembered
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
I'm tlaking about this other typing keyboard problem
- Tom - says:
yeah
- Tom - says:
um in control panel there should be something for keyboard
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
hmm one second.. vista
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
xD
- Tom - says:
ah
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
ok keyboard...
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
So this doesn't just happen on this keyboard
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
It hapens on every keyboard that I use
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
xD
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
*happens
- Tom - says:
on other computers?
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
Yeah
- Tom - says:
ooooh
- Tom - says:
ok
- Tom - says:
try doing it slowly
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
typing slowly!?!?!
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
are you out of your mind!?!?
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
xD
- Tom - says:
yes now do it
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
omg.. well I never know when it'll happen
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
repeat rate?
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
*repeat
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
like to it's slowest?
- Tom - says:
just type
- Tom - says:
slower
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
Ok..o.o
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
well typing slower isn't exactly my idea of fun.
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
xD
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
I use shift alot though
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
that could have something to do with a shift combo of some sort
- Tom - says:
hmm
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
I can fix it but it only messes up the sites or messeger that I'm on
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
whatever I mess up the keyboard on first
- Tom - says:
yeah i believe shift and ctrl does stuff
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
everything else will type fine
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
well I hate it when my computer turns into a frecnh fry./:
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
*french
- Tom - says:
alright
- Tom - says:
hold shift, ctrl, and try to do a question mark
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
Um nothing showed up
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
and nothing different afterwards
- Tom - says:
ok try alt
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
holy that just did somethign really messed to your chat box
- Tom - says:
?
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
it like had a little spazz and then returned to normal
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
aww nevermind
- Tom - says:
haha neat
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
fixed it
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
it doesn't do it anymore.
- Tom - says:
haha wow
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
grr none of them are doing anything.
- Tom - says:
?
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
Can't frig up my keyboard!
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
haha as messed up as that sounds.
- Tom - says:

.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
Well I give up./:
- Tom - says:
haha
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
Shanzay is convinced that I need to tell you what I was thinking about half an hour or so ago./:
- Tom - says:
haha is she now?
- Tom - says:
i agree
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
Well I kind of thought that you weren't at all interested in me anymore.
- Tom - says:
well, what gives you that impression?
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
I'm not really sure. I have no clue why. I just come up with all of these silly conclusions in my head.
- Tom - says:
well i just figured if we kept hanging out we would figure it out
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
I'm not sure what exactly I should be saying to that.
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
>.>
- Tom - says:
if you agree or not?
- Tom - says:
i dunno
- Tom - says:
say whats on your mind
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
If I could tell you everything going on in my mind it would take a lifetime because they'd just keep multiplying.
- Tom - says:
i dont mind
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
I'm not 100% sure but everything that ever happens puts stupid ideas in my head and then I imagine what will happen. Then I make a complete fool out of myself./:
- Tom - says:
such asssssssss
- Tom - says:
?
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
I don't know. Like if you weren't interested in me for example.
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
Then I'd think of a million different things that might happen next
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
like if you wouldn't tell me.
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
and stuff./:
- Tom - says:
problem is i dont know
- Tom - says:
i sorta just want to spend more time with you and work it out
- Tom - says:
i mean when i have you right there in front of me and like at the dance... then it feels good
- Tom - says:
but when your not right there its different and i dont know why, i cant think of anything but the other stuff
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
and the other stuff is..?
- Tom - says:
well stuff like how can i be with you when i hang out with april so much, we're like best friends but we flirt constantly and it wouldnt be the same if i were to get a girlfriend and not be allowed to do that anymore.... and that only bothers me because the more i think about it the more i still like her alot and that would come between us.... and then theres the fact that im leaving the country soon and dont want to hurt you...
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
Well you're hurting me right now but I bet you didn't know that.
- Tom - says:

- Tom - says:
im so sorryu
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
No you aren't.
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
Didn't really sound like it five seconds ago. Maybe you should just keep to April./:
- Tom - says:
well
- Tom - says:
im sorry you feel that way i'll ttyl, if you want i'll talk when your in a better mood or w/e
.Come Alive~[.Ashley.]~I Lay There In The Dark And I Close My Eyes. says:
You're the one putting me in this mood incase you haven't noticed. I don't think you understand how much emotional stress I can go through.
- Tom - says:
i kept that from you for a reason, you wanted to know, i told you
- Tom - says:
you really are something special
- Tom - says:
and i like you
- Tom - says:
but i couldnt be a good boyfriend to you
- Tom - says:
at least not at the moment
- Tom - says:
you have to believe this isnt what i wanted
- Tom - says:
i guess theres nothing left to say, im sorry, good night


Part Two.



- Tom - says:
hi
~Dying Is Your Latest Fashion.Eeeekk! [.My Apocalypse.] ~I need an earthquake to shake this pity off the ground. says:
Why did you tell me how you felt.. why didn't you just keep it to yourself?
- Tom - says:
because i felt like it wasnt right to lie to you
- Tom - says:
because... i wanted things with you to be amazing
- Tom - says:
and for it to work
- Tom - says:
and just have that...
- Tom - says:
and nothing else in my head
~Dying Is Your Latest Fashion.Eeeekk! [.My Apocalypse.] ~I need an earthquake to shake this pity off the ground. says:
Well fi you knew that you liked April and that wouldn't change then why did you even bother telling me if you knew that it probably wouldn't work out?!?!
~Dying Is Your Latest Fashion.Eeeekk! [.My Apocalypse.] ~I need an earthquake to shake this pity off the ground. says:
*if
- Tom - says:
i didnt know that
- Tom - says:
im sorry
~Dying Is Your Latest Fashion.Eeeekk! [.My Apocalypse.] ~I need an earthquake to shake this pity off the ground. says:
Well it just sounds like you're bullshitting me now.
- Tom - says:
ok
~Dying Is Your Latest Fashion.Eeeekk! [.My Apocalypse.] ~I need an earthquake to shake this pity off the ground. says:
I kind of wish you would have told me sooner so I could go get help.
~Dying Is Your Latest Fashion.Eeeekk! [.My Apocalypse.] ~I need an earthquake to shake this pity off the ground. says:
Now I'm back to square one where I started from.
- Tom - says:
well
- Tom - says:
i dont feel like i've spent enough time close you you like around you to know anyway
~Dying Is Your Latest Fashion.Eeeekk! [.My Apocalypse.] ~I need an earthquake to shake this pity off the ground. says:
Well since we're being open and honest..
~Dying Is Your Latest Fashion.Eeeekk! [.My Apocalypse.] ~I need an earthquake to shake this pity off the ground. says:
Before you told me that you liked me. I was just starting to get over you in a sense. I was finally healing emotionally from everythign that had happened in the past years and I was getting better.. then not so much... so I looked around for some professional help. I could have gotten it this past week.. but I didn't need it. Now I do again.
- Tom - says:
s**t ashley...
~Dying Is Your Latest Fashion.Eeeekk! [.My Apocalypse.] ~I need an earthquake to shake this pity off the ground. says:
so there.. now you know something.
- Tom - says:
why wouldnt you tell me that from the beginning
- Tom - says:
?'
~Dying Is Your Latest Fashion.Eeeekk! [.My Apocalypse.] ~I need an earthquake to shake this pity off the ground. says:
what would you have done?
- Tom - says:
i might have known better than to do something i wasnt sure about
- Tom - says:
i just knew i liked you and that i wanted it to work
~Dying Is Your Latest Fashion.Eeeekk! [.My Apocalypse.] ~I need an earthquake to shake this pity off the ground. says:
Maybe next time you'll give it a little more thought..
- Tom - says:
your a great girl
~Dying Is Your Latest Fashion.Eeeekk! [.My Apocalypse.] ~I need an earthquake to shake this pity off the ground. says:
which makes no difference to me.
- Tom - says:
really
- Tom - says:
you dont deserve that and im sorry
- Tom - says:
just odont let it upset you
~Dying Is Your Latest Fashion.Eeeekk! [.My Apocalypse.] ~I need an earthquake to shake this pity off the ground. says:
Ok now you're just being stupid.
~Dying Is Your Latest Fashion.Eeeekk! [.My Apocalypse.] ~I need an earthquake to shake this pity off the ground. says:
Of course it's going to upset me.
~Dying Is Your Latest Fashion.Eeeekk! [.My Apocalypse.] ~I Can't Fight For A Graveyard, Anymore. says:
Well it's almost quarter to 1. I'm going to go try to get some decent sleep.
- Tom - says:
k
- Tom - says:
night





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    commentCommented on: Thu Feb 14, 2008 @ 08:49pm
    That's pretty long.


    commentCommented on: Thu Feb 14, 2008 @ 08:52pm
    I didn't think anyone would actually read it.
    I don't even know you. xD
    It's just a conversation that I wanted to keep./,:


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