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i dont know wats up with me today i feel confused, sad, pissed, idk...maybe theres just to much going on in my mind or reality. to much drama, we're running tight on money, mom keeps on bitching, and it feels like i dont belong here even tho i try so hard to do watever i can to help...its like im in a reallly really dark and its icy cold, no where to go, theres nothing i can do, its like i keep running and running, but i cant find a way out...then i feel like im sufficating or being choked and about ready to burst...i dont wanna feel this way...i hate it so...so much....this never ending pain-_-