So recently I've been digging around mostly cause of boredom and I find a lot of people (more than I knew) have been looking for me asking questions like "What Happened to him" "Were did he go" "Is he ok" well to be honest I could care less I've found that being alone and isolated from 99% of everyone keeps the pain away. I enjoy being missed and I dont care if you think thats selfish but I rather enjoy people caring bout me but they cant find me. Its a rather fun game of hide and seek really. Now I do have some friends that Im constantly talking to and being around only cause they have my out most trust and respect and for the MANY that have hurt me beyond belief only one of them has become my closest most loved friend and she knows who she is. Over the past months I've found peace and content within my few friends on Gaia and all my friends in real life. I've also found that theres 3 friends in my life that have had the most important impact Tosha, Sonic, Abi. There are others but those 3 have been around for a LONG time Ive had Tosha and Sonic sense I joined Gaia and Abi sense I was a kid playing tag in her back yard. Anyways I only wrote this cuz i was bored out of my mind neutral neutral neutral
 Xaiver Angellus · Sat Jan 19, 2008 @ 11:39pm · 1 Comments |
