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bump. Ok i'll say it again, I'M NOT CHEATING ON SEPHIROTH WITH CLOUD. Cloud has become my VIDEO GAME hero and character just making it on my hero list is tough enough (it's a short list....very short). I guess my only explanation for liking him is the loss of a dear friend of mine, as i feel a deep attachment to him. I did some stuff to her i regret, i was angery and disapointed in her but in the end I gave up my pride and soul. I have no pride in my self, only memories. nothing will be the same again. I still have my dreams of memories with her, i wake up crying. I've written my feelings down in a note for her telling how much I'm sorry, I don't have the strength to give iit to her yet...but someday i might. Right now I'm trying to start over, still after a year and half......I guess i'll keep searching. see yah.