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Okay, its gotten to a point where I want nothing to do with anyone or thing. My family is driving me nuts, my signifact other is driving me nuts, my SO's family is driving me nuts. Nothing I do is good enough, and apparently I'm not smart enough, patient enough, pretty enough, or worthy enough. I'm so on edge that I did something I swore I'de never do again. I dyed my hair black. Well given I'm a natural chestnut so its not a HUGE change... and given I didn't dye all my hair, I just did my tips. But really, I just need to get out... and it doesn't look like I'm gonna make it to Canada this august. So nothing is going my way. I just need a break. Gods I feel like I'm back in High School. I really just need to get a mother ******** job and find an appartment. I can't handle this anymore.

But hell of all the promises to break to myself dying my hair is the least of them. At least I didn't start cutting again... And no, before you ask, I'm not just another angsty goth. *rolls eyes* You see kiddies, some people have real issues.