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ive been thinking about what they all say, and what i learn from it is that im useless. it seem so like it some incindent happen with my girl what can i do?....nothing, my god sister is going out with the same gang that killed my cousin, what can i do?...notihng, i want to move out but i cant, i want to do a lot of things but just cant do them. im useless to them all, even my brother says "dont take it the wrong way but right now you cant do s**t.." but then i think these put downs.....are they to help me....maybe they dont want me to do anything....for my sake so i can be the one with a good life and not doing what they are doing........maybe.....i love and hate my life.....i love my friends such as laura, carla and marc and i love athena...but when something happens to them i cant do anything to help them..... i hate that part.......my usefullness.....is nothing important cause i got friends that understand that if i cant do anything...i love my those people athena, carla,marc,and laura.....i love them...