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The First Day of the Rest of Your Life
Where I will come to post all my emotes, vents, poetry, songs, and other small sacred sins...
I can't let go
Quote:
no I can't let go of you
you're holdin me back without even tryin to
i can't let go
i can't move on from the past
with out liftin a finger your holdin me back

and it might not make much sense
to you or any of my friends but somehow still
you affect the things i do
and ya can't miss what you never had
i don't understand why i feel sad
everytime i see ya out i with someone new


got those lyrics stuck in my head by Landon pigg. yesh... pigg i know right? :XP: xd anyhoo... whenever i hear that song... along with "the mating game" by bitter sweet and "alala" and "let's make love and listen to death from above" by css ((cansei de ser sexy)) i think of my best guy friend from back in canada. His name is Jacob. His mom is my mom's best friend. we've known each other since we were born. Just recently his mom has gotten into the habit of telling me that I had better marry him or she's gonna be really upset and making me go completely red in the face of embarassment. i had never thought of him in that way before until like last summer, when my mom first told me that Jacob's mom had said that. and now i don't know what to think cuz sometimes i get this overwhelming feeling of a craving for him that i know can't be right or healthy or anything. but then... *sigh* is fifteen in a half too young to know who you're gonna marry? cuz i seriously think i might... and then i'm addicted to roleplaying. which is the topic which I meant to discuss in this entry but apparently... yeah... anyways... i FEEL SO CONFRUSED!!!



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