It sucks...Why does my father hate me so damned much? He doesn't invite me to my baby sister's birthday party...his freaking girlfriend has to invite me. And then...they tell me like, the day BEFORE her birthday so that it's impossible for me to plan anything or to even go. So once again, I get to miss her birthday...she's turning 2 years old tomorrow and I've never gone to a single party of hers...She's seen me so few times because of my father, that she doesn't know who I am...She doesn't even know I'm her sister and my father won't tell her anything about me...So it's really messed up...He hates me so bad...and loves my sister so much...I just don't get it...And also I feel uber guilty for some things...My best friends haven't come online for a while and I'm lonely too, to top it off...one of the guys who I liked doesn't like me back but instead gloats and rubs it in my face that he loves this one girl and it's just kinda rude and pisses me the ******** off...so yeah I'm sad...nothing much else to tell here...
 stryk_nine · Sun Jul 03, 2005 @ 01:54am · 1 Comments |
