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FFS


Ok....so....now Im totaly lost. A girl Im pritty shure I fell in love with, But I cant date her yet becasue the pain inside my heart is just so great. So now I listen to numb and try to think how much it aplies to me. How Numb to the world Ive become...how tired I awalys am with that inability to sleep....that deep thirst I cant quench. that hunger I cant sate...The hunger for her. The pain. The pleashure. The very existance I feel...its all falling apart and theres nothing I can do about it.

Now for you sheer amusment....this is how Re......Jonah Feels today.

This plan I have falls flat with weakness.
Looking back on my life and its bleekness.
This Facades of false blades and mockerys of might.
May just be the reason that Im in this damn fight.
Trying and crying with the fake crystel tears.
Watching you live all my greatest and darkest of fears.
Drawing your name like a child in the dirt.
Wile on one knows excalty how badly I am hurt.
Watching, Wondering if you come off your seat.
Stay back now girl as I blow out this beat.
Dieing and flying on glass wings of trust.
Waiting and holding off that buring dark lust.
Cry out my name in hopes to hold the beast.
Not knowing your the very next part of my feast.
The angles and demons they quake in my sight.
Casue Im the one whos bringing this fight.
Stand back now more as I talk in this ryme.
Twisting and bending just to pass your time.
Bowing and looking with such awe and respect.
Knowing that truley I am the best.
Face me on winds breathed from the steel.
Cry even more so I know you can feel.
Stomping and marching this rythmic repreive.
See now that Im done Im truley relived.


Also if anyone can think of a good name...tell me.