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I think I am going to kill myself, Oh wait I can't because I am Already dead inside. Well another guy broke up with me and he did not even tell me. He said that "sent" our break up in a pm. Well I go on all my avi's everyday and I did not see a single pm from him ever that said anything about that. Also when did we break up. I was happy with him because I thought he was like Anthony, but alot sweetier. He was funny and charming and I was happy to call him my boyfriend.

If I went to a person that tells the truth about you, then mine would say "I guess life isn't for everyone." To hurt you have to be hurt so Christian had been hurt 3 times I have been hurt 11 times. Well he got what he wanted. I just want someone for me and only me and no one else. . . crying