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All around me is spinning i see no future for me... no matter what i try it all becomes clear... nothing is right their is no place for me... i blame others for things i do wrong.... when i do it wrong it adds another thing for me to kill myself, but their are so manythings that push me back... so many things that push me foward but nothing to ever stop me. I feel like a puppet that can easily be discarded no right place for a puppet no right future for me. *Glocking the gun* *Only one bit of tear* nobody to help me now no place for me nothing for me only death nothing for me can be fulfilled nothing nothing.... im just a puppet. *BANG* Still concious even tho a blow to the head i refuse to die, something that hasnt been fulfilled, blood flowing blood dripping THE Taste of blood the smell of blood the anger that has brought me here... Theirs nothing i can do Theirs nobody fit for me theirs no right place for me... Oh I remember Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year it was all fun and games and jokes lol But theirs really is no place for me...