--I pretty much can't have a present filled Christmas ever.. and all I wanted this year was GH3 and a bigger i-Pod. as of today, GH was eliminated till January 21. and I might not even get the i-Pod. THAT SUCKS. And now it makes me feel worse to see everyone else get what I wanted and more. I really wish I could have just lived alone forever. I could've been so much more successful. My parents (well at least one of them) are caring and love to make sure I make right choices but... they can't let the people, the life of today soak in. They are just SO...empty... and never have any ears to listen to, any words to tell the truth and by far any common sense to prevent ruining someone's life forever. When I die, I'm sure that my parents are so blank that they could not comprehend in the slightest what this is. let alone find out my secrets, goals or my true motive in life. I don't understand them. At least some people are having a good life.
 Akemi Yukio · Wed Dec 19, 2007 @ 03:16am · 0 Comments |
