|
No matter how hard I try, I can't stop.
Well... just a few days now. A few days until she goes to Florida for a couple weeks. Then it's off to Hawaii. I'm still at Ferrit's sleepover. I was first to get up. I looked at Guine, then Ferrit, then I just... wanted to cry. I didn't want Ferrit to leave. I didn't want any of my friends to leave. But life is unfair. It always has been, and always will be. There's nothing I can do to change that. I just... have to hope that someday, Ferrit will come back to us. And then, when other friends leave, I have to hope that they come back too... I suppose I was right when I said my closest friends tend to live far away from me... Hopefully we'll be able to keep in touch... because time zones can be difficult.
|
