you know i'm starting to think that god really dose hate me, that i'm some kind of monster that doesn't belong here on earth. nothing seems to be going my way the say every dog has his day but for me thats just not true, i have never had my day and i don't think i ever will now. and on top of it all every single girl i have ever liked ether 1, already had/has a boyfriend 2, i wait to long to make a move someone else gets there before i can or 3, just dosen't like me like that. i have tried so hard to fit into society and have a life but i just don't know if i can do this anymore, i'm livening a lie, i where a mask so no one knows how i fell or how i truly live but i don't think i can do this anymore, no mater how hard i try i just can't help but sit alone for hours like i used to when i was a "lone wolf" i don't think i was ever meant to be around people i'm really starting to think i was meant to be alone forever...i just don't know what to do anymore i can't keep going like this because of all of this my heart is in pain and it screams out for someone to come and save me but no one ever dose and i cry allot in fact allot i don't want to but i just can't help it...and it's gotten to the point were i really just don't know what to do anymore.
 X_Kurosaki Isshin_X · Sun Dec 16, 2007 @ 09:37pm · 0 Comments |
