i titled this breaking surface because im going to stop being afraid of myself doing saying and acting stupid around ppl im trying to impress.but i usually get nervous and then i dontknow what to do then they dont know what to do.im going to start being more outgoing.i have always wanted to be its just kind of hard stepping out of my own comfort zone.i havent really been social and i catch myself wanting to be like other ppl.but i want to be me.but when i say that i start thinking of all my imperfections.but theres nothing wrong with them^^.thats just who i am.i have learned to love myself very much!! because there is no one else out there who is like me.besides when im nervous and i start to trip skip babble or trip over words ppl think its cute!!
but only sometimes.theres really nothing bad with having weerd quirks too.just be u!!!and u will be happy that u accepted who u are!!and it will define your true friends.^^
all ive wanted was to be the kind of person who was always accepted for who i am.i have never been that.i dont know how to be.i want to make emos laugh,and make the rich generous,those who are shy to just dance in the middle of a crowd.but.because i havent done those,how can i expect to convince others to do the same?u cant.i want the loveless to love and the homeless to have homes and be happy in life!we4 only live once so we should really make the best of it.^^
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