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Just Me
everything that is going wrong or in some cases right in my life, it about nothing and everything most of my best stuff well worst. and depressing thougts.
think about my blade
okay if you don't know, which you don't i used to cut. i stop for about ummm i think its been 8 months, that mean 8 months gone by and i haven't been thinking about it until now. it was the most lowest point in my life ever, and now i think i'm think i'm that low again, and the sad thing is not only i been thinking about my blade i been looking for it. (i hint it from myself, i couldn't bring myself to toss it.) and the think is i don't really know what is cause me to do this. i know my life sucks but not anymore or anyless then the preson next to me. but then again its is finals week for me and half my grade are on how well i can do whatever i need to do. (i think i'm goingto stay home and wash clothes today.) well tell you more later. <3 me.
p.s. i feel kind like the girl in gossip girl a book and a t.v. show if you disn't know.
laters!!!!!!!!!



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User Comments: [1]
riotwave
Community Member





Fri Dec 07, 2007 @ 06:09pm


your problem might be... life sucks. as you said, not only your life, but life in general. I know how it is- well sort of. i don't give in to sadness, and whan i do i rather hurt others than myself.
i worked it by finding something i enjoy doing, and i do it. it might also be due to somthing very vital in your life that is missing (i need honest people in my life. there is only one girl i realy enjoy being with, but right now we both study hard for university, so i kinda down. my family? a bunch of jerks.) what do you lack in your life? fun? entertaiment? challenge? friends? love? family? errr.... well, i would like to know, even if it ain't my business.
If i can help you, perhaps i can help myself.

yeah i know im selfish. thats how i mentally survived thous far.


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