Augh am I gonna pay for this tomorrow. I started my reading and I'll have to finish it tomorrow. I'm about 30 pages away from the end of the book but of course I got distracted and went online. But meh, I actually do feel like I don't have to panic as long as I do something tomorrow and work this weekend.
I guess I was worried moreso tonight about getting depressed again when I knew I couldn't stay with my boyfriend tonight. All things considered I did alright. I was feeling kinda crummy though cause I was in a good mood pretty much until I found out, and felt like some of it might have seemed to be targetted at him when it wasn't, and he was just trying to help. I feel bad that I let that get to me so much.
Also have had some more serious things on my mind lately. We talked about it today... we both seem to be on the same terms, and part of that is being unsure about it.
I don't like being obsessive... I'm not as bad as I used to be but I still hate it.
I'm actually doing alright today though.
Ashley I Community Member 
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