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Ever stop to think there are others less fortunate.?. .........
It's rough on us and life's a struggle and holidays make it even worse......but I have to stop and take a look at what I have for the holidays and everyday. Especially my kids and my family. I'd say my friends but my friends became my family...we just get along better (fight less). rofl heart
Sure it's rough and I'm depressed, but I deep down I know there's a shoulder to cry on, arms to embrace, ears to listen, lips for thoughts, and when needed that little kick in the a** to get me to move. ........The problem is if my eyes are over flowed and my face covered the shoulders have trouble....if my ears are buried by the pillows of doubt and my head clouded and arms loosing grip on reality by the weight of worry and stress the lips and arms have trouble....So how do ya stop the madness??? ..........A true friend will be there even through all of this and fight until they do reach me. I am thankful for the friends I have. That includes the ones on here!!! Though I may not show it and I fight tooth and nail to stay balled up in my own little corner of my own little world I'm glad those of you fight the blackness and mazes with their villains to find me! .......Now where the hell are ya??? LMAO...jk


See no amount of money or material things can equal what I truly have!
So though depression may be kicking my backside and the holidays are making it rough .... I took this moment to stop and think of those who have less.
Now the big issue is being able to get gifts for the kids. I don't have any clue how that's going to work. ....And there starts even more depression. Almost like beating myself up and then trying to look at the fact that there are others are worse off and I should be thankful for what I do have. Well I am thankful for what I have, but nothing and no one can stop me worrying about my kids. They are just kids. ......Into the darkness I rest. It has became my friend.