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You're gone and I'm all alone.
I stare into the nothingness that is my soul.
There's one thing in which I cannot atone
And that is that no matter how hard I try, I can't reach my goal.
Maybe someday someone will appear.
And take me far from here but I can only wait,
But it's getting to where I can't hear
And it's going to be too late.

My heart's on the floor,
The gun's in my hand,
I'm hurt and cold to the core.
I wish someone would pull me from this ocean and bring me to land.
I can't breath and I can't see,
I can barely move and everything is sore.
Maybe us two being together was never meant to be.
But my existence is no more.

The knife has cut and there's blood all around.
I can't live, yet I can't die.
I can't hear anything, not a single sound
And I want to know why you always lie.
My life is worth nothing to you,
My love is not enough to make you stay here.
And I can't let you know I knew
Why you were always gone and you were never near.

The time has come,
And I can't wait.
If you give me the poison, I'll happily drink some,
Because I wish I'd never gone on that first date.
As I die on this floor, I only think of you.
My cheeks become wet with my tears
And all I wished was that you loved me too,
But all gone are my fears.