Let's just say, things aren't going out so well right now. emo
My father is acting like a total jerk. He doesn't understand what I'm going through, and I don't think he ever will.
He hates me for how I dress, the people I hang out with, the music I like; he just hates everything about me.
In other news:
I do not want to go back to school. Some of the people there are just making me so mad. I'm failing math, and everyone is getting on my case about it. Leave me alone!
But, I was watching the EMA's today, and my heart melted when I saw Bill Kaulitz whee . He is so cute it isn't even funny. Just seeing pictures of him makes my little black heart smile.
Well.
I think I'll end this journal with a poem.
PS. I write my own poetry. I never steal from anyone. So, I don't want to see any of my poetry anywhere on the internet unless I know it's there and I'm okay with it.
I'm Just A Mistake
By XrescuemeX
Sorry daddy
I know I was a mistake
Probably one of the worst ones you've made
Sorry daddy
I can't be perfect
I can't be what you want me to be
Sorry daddy
I can't take the pain
That I endure when you're not happy with who I am
Sorry daddy
I don't want to go on
I don't want to see you upset
Sorry daddy
I'm sorry daddy
I'm not your little girl anymore
Sorry daddy
I'm so sorry daddy
I guess you'll have to pay for my funeral.
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