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Bear's shrine of thought Meh, My lil place where i can write whatever I want and you can read is if you want. Just remember if you have a hateful comment about whatever I write, if it isnt constructive criticism which is the only exception, I really dont give a f*ck


Teh Ninjabear
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Ah hahahaha hahaha... haha.. hah..heh.. -sigh-
Wow, that hurt. Ow.
Oh yes, I just LOVE it when people consistently insult me, oh yes, definitely /sarcasm/
What is it with that anyways? Do I act like I'm a moron or something? Am I inferior?
I feel about as useful as a housecat. We apparently share the same level of intelligence, and we both stare out the window, trapped inside wishing we could be better.
Heh... I stayed up for the longest time last night thinking about it and how pathetic I am. Hahahaha... You all say how you care and stuff, but then you say things that make me feel so unstable, insecure, pathetic, worthless and USELESS even.
Maybe I'm just sensitive, or maybe I have a temper, but OH look again- Irrational, irrationally thinking, just like any pathetic piece of s**t like myself.
Why do I even bother...
This is annoying. Oh, look another one! Calling me crazy again? Wow. At least I don't freaking follow society and their stupid rules. At least I don't sit around and copy everyone like a god forsaken sheep in a herd of clones, too stupid to know the difference!
Yeah, so what if this is a rant entry. I deserve a place to rant that's not on my friends don't I?
It ticks me off to be called stupid, inferior, pathetic, crazy etc... I HATE IT, almost as much as I hate most people, the difference is : I loathe 90% of society, and as Randy Blythe once said "If I had an atom bomb that would exterminate you, I would drop it now"
Most people now don't go around using any types of codes anymore, ashamed of themselves as honest people, so they lie, you wear a MASK to cover yourself. Oh wait, that's not all of you, you just act like you don't have a brain and then call people like me "weird" or "crazy" just because we have a different point of view.
I'll say it now, I believe I have had many past lives, though only a few stand out. Not my problem if you don't believe me. You say that my kind never existed because of lack of proof and it hurts. Maybe you just haven't looked hard enough, maybe scientists have found evidence and ended up dying afterwards. Maye they have found evidence but were too scared of what society would think and then just didn't tell anyone?
I believe that dragons existed, their spirits live on through the people. I believe in vampires, I believe in the paranormal, and I'm not afraid to say it!
I believe there is a god, I also believe that sometimes, you could be in horrible danger and he wouldn't do d**k all about it.
I believe in Lucifer, I know who he is, I don't care. He is the evil in the good, everything always balances, if there is one there must be the other. If there was only one person in the world and they knew that fact, what are the odds that they would hunt out for their rival, which would most likely be themselves?
anyways, I'm ticked off right now and I had to find somewheres to write all of this before my head exploded or something. Personally, I'd love to hurt someone right now.
I'd love to make someone cry and bleed... I'm sick of it always being me that has to hide. I'm sick of painting on a mask every morning and pretending things are okay. I'm tired of being looked down upon. I would really LOVE to have a little respect, but no one seems to realize that and things just get worse lately. I'm sure one day they'll look up, but as for now, it's pretty annoying.
I'd stop caring like I used to, but then I'd get to have that rock of a heart I used to have, then I wouldn't talk to anyone, just like the old me. Before I met some of my friends three years ago.

I'll probably write again later if I think of anything else, but this has helped, so thank you, my journal, for helping me get rid of some of this for now.






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Alastair the Anglic Demon
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comment Commented on: Mon Dec 31, 2007 @ 12:23pm
that is true but there are the few of us that do show respect for who you are and its those ppl who you should be concered about and block the rest since tring to please everyone just causes you more pain and suffering and you also correct about the people who are acting not as them selves but as another to try to fit into soicity but thats just how our soicity is and that is something that cant be changed in a day or by one person alone


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