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Ok heres my life for the past few years. All the bad things that happend to me was I had a dog her name was tipy, well a big knot started growing on her right side. So we took her to the vet because it busted open some how, and they told us that she had a tumer in her side, and we asked them if they could do any thing about it and they said that they could cut it off and it might go away. Well we droped her off at the vet on a friday and we picked her up the next friday, and she had stiches in her side and she could bairley walk, I felt so sorry for her. Well we thook her home and she started doing really well, but the knot was starting to grow back and it was a week. My mom couldnt afford to take her back to the vet so she took them out and the knot started bleeding again. So my mom asked me what I want her to do put my dog to sleep or put her through another surgery, it took me about a week to think about but I choose to put her to sleep. My mom told me to choose because I had that dog sence I was like 1 or 2 years old and I got really attached to her. well she was a pit bull tairrer and she was 10 years old when we put her to sleep, after we did it we took her to my house and I wraped one of my sleeping bags around her and we dug a grave for her. after that I didnt eat anything for about a week and I would cry off and on for a bout 2 months. I wish I had her back I loved her so much, I miss her.
Then 1 or 2 years after that i was at my house and my mom and dad r split up so i was at my moms house and it was her weekend to keep me well my dad showed up at her house and told me to pack my stuff up cuz he had got temperary custody of me till the court date so i didnt see my mom for almost 3 months and then i saw her on the court date. the lawyer asked me where i would be saifer at and i told them my dads and my mom said that to cuz she was living with some of her friends at the time. well now my dad has full custody of me and it really sucks.I hate my step mom cuz she a b**** and she dont let me do anything and when i ask my dad if i can do something he will look at her and she normally tells him if i can or not and if she says yes then he will say yes and if she tells him no then he tell me no. so that is my life at my dads fully 100% boring.