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Ok a month ago a guy asked me out and I had just gotten out of a relationship with this guy that I really liked and i wanted to be with someone.So I said yes.He was a really sweet guy and it went good until Friday came.He asked if I wanted to walk home with him and I said."Yeah sure!!!!!"Smiling.So me,his friend,and him walked to his house.We stayed there for a while then we went to his friends house and did nothing.So I say."Why don't we just do nothing at my house where its warm?"So we all agreeto walk to my house and when we got there I felt like i was gonna throw up b/c my dad was home.It was to late to tell him so I walked in and we went to my room.Which was a stupid stupid idea!I'm a very unorganized person so my clothes were strewn all over but thank god they didn't care.
So we're all sitting on my couch and talking till my bf motions his friend outta the room.So I was kinda confused and that turned to fear in 2 seconds flat.He got on top of me and tells me to unzip my pants so he can fell my a**!Ok so now I'm freaking out!!!!!And told him that my dad might come down at any minute so he got off me and he asked if her could kiss me and I figured 'oh just a peck on the lips'."Ok."But he has kissing and making out very confused.So we start kissing and he slips his tounge in my mouth.I didn't retract so quick cuase i'll admit it felt good for a while but it hit me...'HES FLIPIN SICK RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!' so I slipped my mouth away from him and said that I wasn't ready.So I went up stairs and had a silent spazzem and washed out my mouth.I went back down and we talked a little whle about how long we wanted our relationship to last and blah blah blah.So he starts telling me that hes all scared about that I might break up with him for this ordeal.And i shook my head closed my eyes and sighed.He then told me to hold him over and over again cause he was scared and I'm sorry but I like sensitive guys but telling me to hold you b/c your scared that a relationship will end.Man up b***h.....
so its finally time for them to go and the pants that I was wearing were drawn on and the wanted to sign em."Alright" I said.I didn't care.And they sign um and the only thing I really saw and could desipher was I heart Cody.Which was the name of da bf.So I said bye to them and then went to sleep.Well the next morning my dad and sis were gone and I had fallen asleep in the pants I was wearing on friday and I just was gonna wear um again.I wasn't going anywhere.so I sit on the couch up stairs and I had my legs up by me and i saw what the wrote.It said I heart Cody.I am his b***h.That pissed me off cause I'm not anybodys b***h until I say so!But the next thing pissed me off.It said. 'Property of Cody Biggs.'Oh I went crazy my eyes were wide i was sooooooooooooooooo pissed off!!.Though I was willing to talk to him about it until my friend called me up and told me that he had called her and told me that he was gonna leave me for her.So yeah as soon as he gets back from the hospital I'm gonna send him back.

~Ren






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Comfreak637
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commentCommented on: Fri Nov 30, 2007 @ 01:41am
From a guy's point of view... mine... this guy seemed like a total a**. I never want top treat anybody like that when I do find myself a semi-faithful/ honest G.F. (already had one, not having another 'till I know they truthful/ faithful though... considering how my last relationship went)
Please tell me if im wrong, but this guy seems like he was only interested in physical relationships. Please kick him where it counts. (you can make guys faint from that if you kick hard enough) for me smile

P.S.- awesome nihongo is (isnt japenese word stucture odd- yet fun?) , and thanks for considering me a friend smile


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