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is there such a thing as God?

can you hear me lord?
i'm beggin to you...
on my knees.
i need your help
my mother is dying,
and i will have no home.
i need your grace,
if you are real.
*a month later*
my mother is dead,
and you didnt help me.
are you real?
i dont have any faith right now.
can you help me again?
i need a home.
the orphanige wont take me in.
i'm crying lord,
because i go to church,
i pray at night,
and i respect you.
but you dont help me...
in my time of need.
*2 weeks later*
i'm sick lord.
the doctor at the hospital said its cancer.
i dont know what to do.
i have no money,
i dont have a family.
no one will help me.
can you?
are you listening?
i dont think you're there.
you might be busy,
but i'm trying to believe in you.
i cant right now...
it's really hard...
please answer my prayer.
*3 moths later*
i'm dying lord.
there will be nothing left of me.
i dont have faith that you are with me.
you haven't helped me.
i'm not aloud out of the hospital.
no one can make me better.
i'm not going to pray to you any more...
i'll see you in heaven.