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whats it matrer.. to you anyway..
I hate when ppl tell me things and it meaning nothing at all. Half the time they say cause they can not cause they care, so why bother to try to convince me that you will be there for me, that your not ying to me, that you mean what you say, or even that your thinking of me when its all a big fat load of STIT. Dont play with the devil if the devil is sin. Ppl should just die and leave me alone rather than try to be with me, I mean whats the point?? All anyone has ever realy done is hurt me to the point of no return and somehow I let that happen... damb... so Im also to blam for the pain. It doesnt matter sence mostly all are the same. Ether way Id be better off alnoe and dead in an unknown area where ppl would never find me. It would be so nice to just dissapear into the nothingness I call home. Is there no light? Or do I simply dream of a non-existent future where I believe in whats never been there to begin with? A time for thought is so hard to come by, just as a man worth being with is... stare cry
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