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Omg! Omg! Omg!
My boyfriend proposed!!
Well, I guess it's proposing.
I don't really know what to call it.
We're cuddling on my bed.
Then he turns to me and says, "I love you."
Then he kisses me.
And he looks in my eyes and says, "Will you marry me, right now?"
Gahhh!
I'm so terrified, and excited.
He is the greatest thing to ever happen to me.
I couldn't love any other man more than I love him.
Our three-month is coming up on the 21st.
Paragraph time. Lol.
You guys can say anything you want. But nothing can change the fact that in any of my past relationships IRL, I've never loved anybody as much as I love him. John, James, Kyle... none of them mean anything to me anymore. Sure, John is still my friend, but nothing more. Nothing less. Kyle turned out to be a douche, and I'm not going to say anything about James on account of that he has a Gaian account. Pat is all I need, and he's all I'll ever have in my life. Nobody can replace him. No, he's not my first kiss. But he'll be my first everything else. I know that. He's so sweet, and so concerned about me. Past events have left me emotionally/physically scarred, and he asks if I'm okay if I seem down, and if there's anything he can do to cheer me up. But just knowing he cares makes me smile. Just the meare mention of his name brings a smile to my face. When I go back to Michigan for Christmas, I'm not going to have any fun. He tells me to have fun, but without him, I'm not going to. So he's going to send me pictures of him everyday, and I'm going to send him pictures of me everyday. Gahhhh. Whenever we cuddle on my bed, and my dog, Blue, is in between us, he'll look at me and say, "Someday, we'll have a child right here." Then he'll kiss the top of her head. It's adorable!! Ohh!! And when he came over on Friday, my brother had a bit of a sore-throat/cough, so I made him some lemon tea and put honey in it, had him drink it, then put him to bed. When my brother finished drinking it, I put him to bed, and Pat was in the hall, watching the entire time. After tucking my brother in, kissing him on the forehead, then turning on some cartoons, I walked in the hall and saw Pat watching me. He had the cutest smile on his face, then he looked at me and kissed me. When we got back to my room, he stopped me, and whispered, "After seeing you take care of your brother like that... it made me realize how badly I want you to be the mother of my children." I almost started crying!! It was soooooooo sweet! Just the look on his face, the love in his voice... I love him so much. Go ahead. Tell me it's not love. Tell me he's just saying that to get in my pants. But you're wrong. I couldn't be happier than when I'm with him. We're not love-struck teenagers. We have plans on moving in with each other. Of getting married. Of having a family. Even though you don't have a Gaian account, so you can't read this, but I love you, Patrick!
 CaRto0nz · Mon Nov 05, 2007 @ 05:34am · 0 Comments |
