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In a few weeks my bday will be coming up ...in 2 weeks but I wont tell anyone but some people know so i kinda regret telling them... ....I only know of the date and year cause I put it down on job applications and what not. I seriously dont celebrate my bday...or actually ive never had my bday celebrated at all growing up...no cake, no parties, no presents, no friends to come over, no clown to entertain, no candles to blow out....yep I was one to be forgotten ....hasnt changed really...its kinda like christmas only I have to give presents, and gain nothing in return..maybe its better off that way *shrugs*

This year will be different....lol yeah right I know ill get some bullshit promise and end up celebrating nothing and then be remembered 2-3 weeks afterwards "....oh by the way happy late birthday..." Thats all I hear.....Ive crossed the point where I gave up on celebrating my date of birth...nothing says I love you then being forgotten