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the paranoia of a person who is dead inside.
no one cares about me so why should they read this...
to become noticed by..

no one knows
the pain of becoming unnoticed
no one knows
the true feeling of what its like to be alone
to become noticed
by someone who wants to be unnoticed
and then to be left behind

to have to say things
that should be left unsaid
to notice things
that should stay hidden
to realize things
that shouldnt be there

to watch someone change before your eyes
like a school child moving through school
then want them to be the same person they were before
though you know theyd change again

to be hurt more than once
to cry for more than a day
over ONE qoute

and i not pretty enough to be noticed?
must i be the skinniest girl in class to become loved?
do i need to be noticed as a bad person?
a good person...?
i want to become noticed for me.
from that person who wants to stay unnoticed.

i believe in love.
if they love you back
and notice you
to notice you
to be loved
and to love
they say its just a fuzzy feeling inside
that feeling is tears waiting to fall.
you decide what that feeling is.
but for now..
i just want to be noticed again..
by the person who wants to be unnoticed..

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Kenshin The Legendary
Community Member
commentCommented on: Mon Nov 05, 2007 @ 12:09am
i love you and notice you

commentCommented on: Wed Apr 30, 2008 @ 02:23am
wow this is really good...and..love's a hard thing to achieve. Just gotta keep truckin and hope you notice the right one and they'll look in your direction as well..

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