this is a story of my life
how awkward and unstable
the man of my dreams is so far away
i almost lost him the other day
we had an argument
though as little as it was
it almost caused us to tore apart
depressed is what i am today
i cant forget what happened
although it was my fault
he apologizes with all his heart
i dont understand how he makes my heart ache
but it reassures me that i love him
and that i cant afford to lose him
because losing him will make me lose myself
and i will no longer have a heart
he is my life and soul
and without him i am not whole
i wish i was a better person
because he deserves the best
i always wonder if im good enough
to make him forget
that even though he loves me so
i cant always be his baby
his dreamgirl, his angel ,his mahal
because what if he fals out of love with me because of my hot temper
or how i dont quite understand him
when he's just calm and somber
i hope he forgives me for what i have done
knowing that he probably will wont release the pain i have hung onto
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