I'm is so much pain. I just want to lay in bed and cry. Phycialy i hurt and emotionaly. I keep being told I need a strong loveing man in my life. I don't think i need a man i just need life to not be so hard right now. I have my friends over they leave and my room is trahed, after soccer i don't want to do anything, they want to talk to me and ask me questions that don't have answers or tell me the same things every night. There is nothing i can do about it and i know the fact that my sister's bf doesn't call as much as she would like. There is nothing I can do about it. There is more in life even if you love him damn it. cry I can't slove all the problems in the world. All i can do is be me and do what i can to enjoy myself. There is nothing i can do anymore. NOTHING
