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The blood and pain experienced by a being part spirit, part flesh but belonging to neither world.
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Another Side Of Me
most ppl who no me personally think im a really happy person............... if they only knew wat im really like, when im alone & my true feelings come 2 the surface............ i wonder, if they knew............. would they h8 me? would they fear me?

l8ly ive bin gettin really angry at every1 & everythin............ & idk y........... i supress it usually & no1 notices but then................ when im alone............ it comes 2 the surface & i hav no way of releasin that anger........... im afraid........... afraid that 1 day sum1 is gunna push me 2 far & i'll really hurt them............ my true feelings & fears r usually expressed in my writin or my pics.......... ne1 whos seen my drawings will notice they all hav a link in which they r enraged, or injured, or killin, or upset........... blood, scarrin, death........... all these r usually visible in my drawings............. its the only way i can express myself slightly without hurtin sumthin or sum1.............


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  • User Comments: [3]
    Smule
    Community Member





    Thu Oct 25, 2007 @ 05:13pm


    surpressing emotions is a bad habit, that we both need to break... i don't know how, but I'm Not going to sit back and wait untill someone gets hurt...


    DevilsBlueRose
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    Sun Oct 28, 2007 @ 11:01pm


    u may not have known but that was something, and still sometimes happens, 2 me but i've broke most of it...all u gotta do is talk 2 some1 u trust. (u probally don't know much or anything about this happening 2 me because it was be4 we met...)


    Celestial Fox Frenzi
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    Tue Nov 06, 2007 @ 06:07am


    Bleh, I've been pushed over the edge. Kid's with broken glass in their body from me throwing them, people who can't see in one eye, the works... Just detain yourself, tell yourself 'Eh, screw 'em' and move on, cuz I've calmed down a lot, I was angry all the time, hating everyone and everything, and I knew that wasn't me, so I just blew people off. Try to not acknowledge that which pisses you off.


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