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Umm... Okay. That's not really informative as too the nature of the problem...

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um.... im sorry sweatdrop im here for ya to talk to if u'd like

Wow...uhm..well, I am not sure what to say or think about any of this. Guess I should have read your journal sooner. One thing I will say, though, is that I don't appreciate being made into a joke because I told everyone how cool you are and completely embraced you. Everything else, I will refrain from saying I guess but damn.

When I think of you, I think of a wonderful and funny person but it hurts to second guess every interaction you ever had with someone trying to find something...anything real in it all.

I mean, this really is deeper than something trivial like just saying you are skinny when you are really overweight or a man when you are not. You built relationships and trust with people that were completely built on deception from your end.

I hope you never find out what it feels like to befriend someone, genuinely come to care for them, miss them when they are not present, talk them up to everyone you know and care for and then find out that the person you thought was your friend doesn't exist.

Nobody deserves that.