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Maybe I should change my title to the famous question "How can you mend a broken heart?"

Well, Chad decided to break off our relationship a few days ago. I should have seen this one coming, but I will take part of the blame. I'm missing him already, although he is a very good friend now.

Part of him was not ready for a relationship after being hurt in his last one, which lasted for three years. On top of that, me being in one awkward relationship prior to meeting him did not help. There were things that I did that I never knew he did not like. It was hard for him not to do this, but I understand.

The question is will I ever date again, given my past and my demeanour? I guess I was not meant to date... Which definitely puts a big kink in my dreams for the future... If there is even a future for me that is worthwhile.

Chad thinks there is someone out there who is better than, but I am somehow begging to differ. After all, he was perfect. sad