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Today it rained in the afternoon...it was okay i guess.Summer is dying of course so no need to be surprised.Today was special for a reason,i've been depressed for nearly half my life and in that time i've forgotten the joy i had the rain gave then.I had soon forgotten what i had to do and went out for a second.The second soon changed into the whole afternoon as i stood motionless as my soul was cleaned of all the flith i had to endure.Then i slipped on something.I didnt care.I fell on my back on a matress we threw out last week and on that bed of water i watched as the world protected me for the first time in my life.Five o clock,it was getting dark as a man woke me with other people behind him.He said i was asleep for a while...in fact some of the people thought i was dead...hehe...anyway.I went back inside the house then remembered I met Nag on a rainy in June...she was protecting me and i felt better.Then my Brother brought a couple of CDs that day to my surprise they brought an entire season of "The Vision of Escaflowne" anime plus the movie where we had the option of watching it English or Japanese...this was great day...and hopfully i'll feel this feeling everyday for the rest of my life...


-SilverRhythm