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STUPID.

chyah. You wouldn't expect this coming out of my mouth... (or typing hands)
I don't feel love anymore. I only feel... hate and loneliness.

After one promise someone told me. I found out it was broken. yeah. i feel more hate than love now. even though he said sorry, I don't buy that. After i told "it" that iv'e been in a triangle... no.

I can only completely love someone if i see them everyday.. and if they care for me back.

so... no. I have hate in my veins now. you can't change that unless you persuade that PERSON.

No wonder i have good grades now. It's because love is aside from me. yeah. I feel proud. and mighty. err i dunno about mighty... ._.

no relationships for now on. because love sucks. .__. I also think that the person is avoiding me too.... because i don't see him anymore. ._. how ridiculous.

And I don't give a damn if someone asks me out. I'll say no. whatever you do... candy.. stuffed.. who cares. i don't CARE. I'd rather be alone forever. and have a thorn in my body that no one will ever pull out.