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Dearest Katelyn, oh what can I say to you besides thank you for bringing those demons back into my life that i wasted so much time trying to shoo off. I've never had a better friend who talks behind my back and gets mad at me for stupid things, then turn others on me for those same stupid irrelavant things. I can never thank you enough for being such a ******** hypocryte. I eman ditching me for Lea then claiming I'm ditching you for Eric is just amazingly kindhearted. Suicide? eh no big deal. Getting numb on pills and energy drinks? What's it to anyone right I mean a life here, a soul there. Who gives a ********? lol I wrote some poetry if nayone cares.. I doubt any of you made it to the end of this paragraph. But if you did oh dearest Katelyn, thanks for the heads up about hating me! I apprciate your love and kindness. biggrin I wrote these with nothing but my WONDERFUL best friend in mind.


The noises the noises they fill me with dread.
The noises the noises the bloody my head.
As my grey battered spirit hangs by a thread.
It's 8:31 and I'm already dead!
The hills and the trees, they all carry on.
The animals at peace, the doe and the fawn.
A family grieves, but who gives a care?
As long as nobody screws up my hair.
I'll sit at the screen, tapp-tappity-tap
Filled with false depression, oh that little sap.
Now that she's gone everything's better!
The sun can't be warmer nor the rain wetter!
One thing's missing but I don't know what.
But it won't hurt my head nor it won't hurt MY butt.
That poor battered soul was conned of a life.
And it faces an eternity of or grievence and strife!