I know I just basically cry in my journals...
Yesterday I hung out with emmz for several hours on gaia... Several hours compaired to the near 6 months of neglect thanks to work...
I miss talking to her so much. Because shes the only one who has stayed constant despite everything. I love her so much... She seems to honestly care about me despite how terrible I am... Why do I deserve her... I love you emmz.
Another side note. I havent used aim in months it seems. And I felt like I lost my best friend. Valerie is the only reason I use it anymore, I feel so terrible because she probbably is the only one that understands me... I care so much about her and well she is one of my best friends. She brightens my day so much. Meh one day I plan to visit her or something... dunno, I just need to hug her for all the random stuff shes listened to and made me feel better with.
Alright hopefully I can return to sarcasm and cynical comments...
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