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Say it

If you were to see
the light within me
then I may be
happy.

You should understand
and give me a hand!
Life’s like quicksand
sucking me in.

I just don’t know
where else to go
and I know I don’t show
but I care for you.

Please give me help
because there’s no one else there
who seems to care
anymore.

I’m dying inside
and it’s killing you too,
I see it in your eyes;
I see everything there.

Why don’t you come?
Why don’t you stay?
All you need
is my waiting okay.

Don’t you hear me
screaming your name?
Don’t you see the
tears on my face?

And I know it’s unfair
because you need help too
but sometimes you don’t need me
as I need you.

And I know I’ll live.
And I know I’ll get though,
but it’s just that right now,
I only want you.

So drop the cliché
and come my way
because if you don’t,
then I may stray.

You don’t want that,
neither do I.
Like everything else,
it’s within your eyes.

I’ll tell you once more,
I’m dying inside!
Just help me out,
don’t run and hide.

I’m telling the truth,
I’m not lying to you
I’d never do such a thing
you know it’s true.

I don’t want a kiss,
don’t hold me in your arms,
I don’t want pity,
I just want you.

Stand before me
with your beautiful eyes,
take my hand,
say within sighs:

“I’m here for you,
I’ll get you through,
I know this, too,
because you do.

I’m here for you,
I’ll get you through,
I know this, too,
because you do.

I love you, too.
Don’t say a word,
I see everything
within your eyes.

... I love you too.”






Okay, let me straighten something out, because I know what Tiffy's thinking... maybe. xD I'm not "In love" nor is this about anyone... the words just kind of spilled out on the bus ride home. (so inspirational! xDD)

And I'm not sure why I've been writing so much poetry lately... I guess because I've been upset and would probably commit suicide if I didn't direct my anger. (I don't even know if I'm joking anymore, sadly enough.) Luckily I always have my writing, so I'll be okay. Don't worry about me... just critique/