I was sick of looking like Sally and decided to go with a more evil approach. Next month is Halloween and I think I should get ready to set up my profile with a treat. I just haven't figured out what that treat will be yet.
In other news I had another dream about Nathaniel. That man drives me so wild in my dreams. What's really sad is that he actually said I can only have him only in my dreams.
I wonder how long I"ll continue to have these. It just drives me insane knowing I will never have him truely. Why can't I just fall in love with someone else so I can get over him?
I love spending time with Cray and I can feel myself wanting more with him but dammit Nathaniel you just have this big hold on me. I've never been so in love with anyone in my whole life.
It sucks not being able to have what we really want in life.
I should have just been Sally still cause now I feel gloomy.
Agh! that just makes me mad too. scream
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Sometimes happy thoughts leave my mind and other times are gloomy. Depends on my mood really. Venting it really the best thing to do. That is what I do.
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