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Because of my recent years of failure in highschool, I've been on an emotional rollercoaster ride with the ever looming question of what I would be able to be when I got out of highschool. The question soon turned to if I ever finished highschool, what options would still be open for me.

As I've grown up, I began to become an Introvert and thus, prefer the company of friends. I can be very annoying, moody, or random without any warning and so, though it started as a habit, I started to try and make my friends as happy as possible. This in turn made me feel better and more accomplished.

I love children and they love me. This could be due to my empathetic nature in which i tend to look, rather from the inside looking out, from the out side looking in. Like when you're watching a soap opera on TV and you can see EVERYONE (including yourself) for who they are and what the consequences of their actions are.

I love to cook and, as hard as it might be for some people who know me to believe, I really like to keep my things neat, orderly and clean.



Anywho, I think that I've kind of side tracked somewhat so I'll get to the point. I asked my very best friend Pie-chan if when she was done high school and I was old enough to leave it, if I could live with her. I would cook, clean, arrands, grocery shopping, maybe a bit of financial planning, along with a part-time job until we have kids in which case I would stay at home until they went off to school and then I would be back in a part-time job.

To shorten all that for you, I told Pie that it would be my honor if she would allow me to be her Homemaker. She said yes which has given me a new perspective to life and has given me a destination as well as a meaning and a purpose. Pie was always saying how she could never pay me back and I always told her that I never wanted or expected her too...but now, I basically owe my well being, security and basically my life (may sound a bit dramatic but in essence its true) to this beautiful person. I only hope that I can one day pay her back in kind.

Thank you soo much Pie-chan crying crying