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I'm going to say it offically....
I have Droped out of the Art Insitiute
I will no longer be attending... and will have to start paying back my loan for the year I was there.

I don't know if its the right decision or not... but it seems that I was not ment to pursue that career.

What I told myself I was aiming for in my life.... Gone...

What are you going to do when you grow up?
"I'm going to be an Animator!"

so many years of my life wasted on that statement (but its a feeling I know all to well). Time Wasted. now I'm left with confusion... Emptyness.

Now what???
What do I do with my life...
I don't want to work at medicore job But can I do?
I've wasted a year of my life, I've wasted my parents money, I've wasted my own money. Now I'm left to pay.

What is the point now? Where Iam I going? gonk

I see my family this weekend at my brothers wedding... which mean throwing on that smile. But I'm ashamed to show my face infront of them. Afraid to tell them I'm a Failure! To tell them I gave up....

crying crying crying