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Well this is a long story and I though I should type it out here. WARNING! This isn't a happy thing, if you're easily worried about me or get depressed easy do not read please.

Ok the reason I quit was because Naquitis/Hensenshi broke up with me. That made me depressed, he couldn't have chosen a worst time. I was bogged down with Latin to where I thought I was going to fail and in which not go to college, my mom had just gotten back with my dad whom I hate and mentally abuses me, my medications were not working (anti-depressants), and I just went back to cutting. SO it got worse as months went by to where I decided to kill myself. One day at school ( Oct. 13 ) I drank drain cleaner at lunch in the middle of school. No I didn't die, how the hell would I be typing hm? Nu nu I had a break down instead. Threw the stuff back up and went home in tears and very confused. My body was effected by the chemicals and it took about 2 weeks for me not to be nervous, twitchy, and very hyperactive in a weird way. Well as the days passed by my now boyfriend talked with me and helped me out a great deal, I saw my bloody psycho dr. and things calmed down a little. Well I played Maple story at this point. Then Kuro drove up on my birthday and saw me for the first time. We've both agreed ed that this is when we started to date, went to prom and such, and well hes MUCH better then Hensenshi ever was to me. Now I don't want ANYONE to bother Hensenshi, hes just a guy with faults too. But just know that I'm doing better. Yes I am still cutting, yes I still get depressed, but I'm better off then what I was.

AND that is my story. ninja Emo emo yes, but still its party hardy time now bwhahahahahahahaha...ha..ha.. yesh erm.

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