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I spoke with both my parents and my bishop ((Equivalent of a pastor or preacher.)) this week. My parents both have accepted my need to seek something else... or to seek what I believe to be true. My bishop was disappointed, and began to testify to me... which is like preaching but more personal. Somethings he said sounded right... and then some things sounded wrong... but I know everything he said, he believed.

That I don't believe them is the problem. I believe in God. I believe he is mated with Goddess. ((Nameless because I don't think a mortal name is fitting completion of a soul.)) And that's another thing... I don't believe perfection is quite what is spoken, it is a completion, the end of a journey, the final puzzle piece added. Even a puzzle completed can be flawed, though it is complete. But in a way, completion is perfection.

I'm a mysticist. I believe in ghosts, spirits, angels, demons, the whole nine. Conversation with them is possible, but has its drawbacks.

In the end... my beliefs as a whole hinge on on major belief... is there the need for a savior? If there is, the choice is made... if there isn't... I'm within steps of my goal... but the first one is large... and amazingly complex.