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-Le sigh-...I'm back from my trip...am I happy? To tell the truth...no, not really. I miss it so much...and now I feel lonely. Ya know, having no one to wake up to or play with in the morning. I miss having fights with my cousin, Kevin, a.k.a Pepe. And I miss tickling his brother, Edwin, a.k.a Kito. And then theres that stupid Johnny...oh how i miss punching the s**t out of him. Gera...oh that bonehead! He always learned every diss I gave him. Like "Your ugly!" and "You stink!". Then Abigail...she was the best! We did everything together!! It was so fun! We even attacked Pepe once!! He was helpless...untill that stupid Gera got in the way! xD -sniff-...Toni...oh man, I miss him so much. He was the guy who brought the horse over so that we could ride. We recorded it one day...that tape is one of the most precious things to me as of now. I...um...well...I'll just say this: Toni, yo te querer...y cuidar. -Sigh-...This is gonna make me cry again! I cry like every night! I've got to stop...and be a big girl...cause "big girls don't cry". 'Sides, I'll be back there next year! To bad he only knows a few words in english..."Hello.","Goodbye." and "I love you". A bit more, I think...but they aren't as important. Heh! Monday was the best! Right after we were done watching the tape, we started to dance! It was so fun! I got to dance with Toni!! Ohmehgawsh!! >>;; Then my idiot cousin, Samule, had to put on a romantic song while Toni was around! The fool!! He did it on purpose!! Now everyone knows!! God--!! Man!! We were like face to face!! I could feel his breath!! It was...it kinda felt...nice. Thankfully it wasn't a long song! We danced the whole night away...I was so happy. It was really fun...But of course, Toni had to go home...man did that suck. The trip was so awesome!! But thats what was so bad. I didn't want to leave...I never wanted to go in the first place 'cause I knew I was gonna end up crying in the end. Now i feel tears coing to my eyes again. Oh...and...while I was in ElSalvador..........gee, I really, really don't wanna say it, but...Daisy, my hampster...she left us. That left me in devastation. I didn't cry...I didn't want anyone to see me sad like that. So I kept my tears locked aways with my memories of my very good friend. I hid them form everyone...no one saw me cry. I didn't tell anyone...untill now, I guess. But I still wont cry. I've had enough of that already. I'm not gonna cry. I'm stronger than that!...Anyway...I miss everyone and everything. It hurt so much...I need someone to make everything ok. I miss him...I wish he was here. To comfort me. Ok, thats enough of that...I went on about nothing that anyone else would care about ^^;; heh...sorry for wasting your time...