I don't really have anything to do in life.
Sometimes i enjoy just being able to sit back and relax.
Other times i just stare at the computer screen:
click, click, click.
I should do more, yet i don't .
Even though i realize and acknowledge this, nothing happens.
Argh, I shall express myself using the great intro of "The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya":
Asking someone how long they believed in Santa Claus is so meaningless that it couldn't even serve as meaningless gossip.
Regardless, if you're going to ask me how much of my childhood I spent believing in an old man in a red suit, I can confidently say that: "I never believed in him in the first place."
I knew that the Santa Claus at the preschool Christmas event was just a fake.
And I didn't even have to see Mommy kissing Santa Claus.
I suppose I was just a precocious child who questioned the existence of of an old man who only worked on Christmas.
At any rate!
Be it aliens, time travelers, ghosts, demons, espers, or evil organizations and the heroes out of cartoons or comic books who battle them...I didn't realize that they weren't real until some time later.
No, I had probably realized the truth. I just didn't want to admit it.
Deep in my heart, I wished that aliens, time travelers, ghosts, demons, espers, or evil organizations might pop up in front of me.
However, reality is very cruel!
One must admire how well the laws of physics were written.
At some point, I stopped being glued to TV UFO specials and programs on physics.
Aliens. Time travelers. Espers.
None of these could possibly exist.
Though I kind of wish they did...
So I suppose my ability to hold convictions while accepting reality is a sign that I've matured.
As I graduated from middle school, I also graduated from those childish dreams and became accustomed to the routine of this world.
And so I entered high school with no particular vision in mind...and met her.
"From East Middle School.
Suzumiya Haruhi.
I have no interest in ordinary humans.
If there are any aliens, time travelers, sliders or espers here come join me.
That is all!"
Are we suppose to laugh?
Regardless, if you're going to ask me how much of my childhood I spent believing in an old man in a red suit, I can confidently say that: "I never believed in him in the first place."
I knew that the Santa Claus at the preschool Christmas event was just a fake.
And I didn't even have to see Mommy kissing Santa Claus.
I suppose I was just a precocious child who questioned the existence of of an old man who only worked on Christmas.
At any rate!
Be it aliens, time travelers, ghosts, demons, espers, or evil organizations and the heroes out of cartoons or comic books who battle them...I didn't realize that they weren't real until some time later.
No, I had probably realized the truth. I just didn't want to admit it.
Deep in my heart, I wished that aliens, time travelers, ghosts, demons, espers, or evil organizations might pop up in front of me.
However, reality is very cruel!
One must admire how well the laws of physics were written.
At some point, I stopped being glued to TV UFO specials and programs on physics.
Aliens. Time travelers. Espers.
None of these could possibly exist.
Though I kind of wish they did...
So I suppose my ability to hold convictions while accepting reality is a sign that I've matured.
As I graduated from middle school, I also graduated from those childish dreams and became accustomed to the routine of this world.
And so I entered high school with no particular vision in mind...and met her.
"From East Middle School.
Suzumiya Haruhi.
I have no interest in ordinary humans.
If there are any aliens, time travelers, sliders or espers here come join me.
That is all!"
Are we suppose to laugh?
This is one of my favourate opening of anime. It expresses me almost perfectly.
Except, I'm gonna be going to university in the fall.
Well that was slightly amusing.
That's all for now~
