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I know...
i didn't make a good first impression.
but i got to know you more and more.
you are so beautiful i just can't let you go.
i don't deserve anyone else, but you.
if you just want to be friends and get to know me better first i'm ok with that.
just let me start over again.
I know that in my heart you are the one i've been looking for i don't want anyone else.
But now you bring me nothing but pain your words are colder than the winds outside.
Am i really living in some illusionary dream of all my love for you?
You must think I'm crazy after all this time. for obssesing over something i can never have.
I knowq i only saw you once, but i tried so hard, very hard to come and visit you.
Why is it that girls turn so cold when they want to break up?
Why did i make so many mistakes?
WHy does it come as a surprise to think that I was so naiive maybe it didn't mean that much but it meant everything to me.
I guess i have a lot to learn from this.
I probably should give up there's nothing left for me here.
there's so much pain when you just left me here.
i dunno how or why but i had feelings for you.
i dont know if i can keep going on like this. i cannot go through this again.
you must think i'm crazy in the head. i followed my illusions cuz i don't know what to believe.